Hi, it's me.
Currently I'm doing my job (while blogging apparently) while my husband and son sleeping in the next room.
Honestly, lately I don't feel happy.
I am beyond sad.
If you ask me if i'm sad? No, it's not. I am not sad. I am just unhappy.
There are many reasons in my mind, but there is nothing I could talk about.
I have mixed feelings right now.
I miss my old me, the confident one, the healthy one, the happy one.
But now, I feel like the worst person, who don't deserved to be loved. Although I know, there are many people out there loving me, wishing me well. But honestly, I am lacking a lot of confidence in myself that I don't feel like meeting people at all. I am in my worst shape, both body and mind.
My husband's words keep on repeating and as much as I love him, I truly hate his words.
People said communication is crucial in marriage. But what am i supposed to do if i dislike communicating with my spouse?
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